....it's all good....
Friday, July 31, 2009
i'm good :)
when i read back my last post. i noticed it tagged along a tinge of anger. haha.
i'm not really angry but just annoyed..
annoyed that i felt perfectly fine one day and then i woke up the next morning smothered in pain. moreover, i was a bit concerned this time round caused the pain was very localised. concentrated at one area. my back. right behind my chest. at my spine. it occured to me.... maybe it has finally gotten hold of my spine.
although the pain was less intense than the last time but it still bad enough to immobilize my upper body. not that i can't move my upper body physically but every movement caused a wicked stab of pain that i just turned stiff. nonetheless, looking back now, it can't be that bad if i can still take care of myself.. cooking simple meals, cutting veges, taking shower, blending my smoothies etc ... through gritted teeth and scrunched up face, i think :P
thank God, it gradually went away...
the next day the pain moved away from the spine to my whole left shoulder and back.
the next next day, it shifted to my left shoulder blade only
the next next next day, it's almost gone :) .. and suddenly i feel like re-potting the outgrown plants at the balcony :P :P
i dunno why. i can't explain what happened.
but yeah. i'm feeling good again. in fact, i'm happy. you know why?
i just found out one of the qigong center i'm attending is organizing a charity move 'qigong for cancer healing'. it's gonna start at the center itself providing and teaching qigong for cancer patients, pro bono starting Aug 2009 (will give more details later). they also have plans to give qigong therapy treatment for cancer patients at hospital visits.
although i may not have actively inspired them to start this worthy event but i do think my presence at the center for last 2 months.. always coming in with a smile(this surely help :P).. did inspired them for the idea. i'm grateful. of course, i have registered as a volunteer. i have been waiting for a chance to give back to the cancer community and here it is, my wish granted :)
ps. will be taking my blood test next monday and result, tuesday.
i'm not really angry but just annoyed..
annoyed that i felt perfectly fine one day and then i woke up the next morning smothered in pain. moreover, i was a bit concerned this time round caused the pain was very localised. concentrated at one area. my back. right behind my chest. at my spine. it occured to me.... maybe it has finally gotten hold of my spine.
although the pain was less intense than the last time but it still bad enough to immobilize my upper body. not that i can't move my upper body physically but every movement caused a wicked stab of pain that i just turned stiff. nonetheless, looking back now, it can't be that bad if i can still take care of myself.. cooking simple meals, cutting veges, taking shower, blending my smoothies etc ... through gritted teeth and scrunched up face, i think :P
thank God, it gradually went away...
the next day the pain moved away from the spine to my whole left shoulder and back.
the next next day, it shifted to my left shoulder blade only
the next next next day, it's almost gone :) .. and suddenly i feel like re-potting the outgrown plants at the balcony :P :P
i dunno why. i can't explain what happened.
but yeah. i'm feeling good again. in fact, i'm happy. you know why?
i just found out one of the qigong center i'm attending is organizing a charity move 'qigong for cancer healing'. it's gonna start at the center itself providing and teaching qigong for cancer patients, pro bono starting Aug 2009 (will give more details later). they also have plans to give qigong therapy treatment for cancer patients at hospital visits.
although i may not have actively inspired them to start this worthy event but i do think my presence at the center for last 2 months.. always coming in with a smile(this surely help :P).. did inspired them for the idea. i'm grateful. of course, i have registered as a volunteer. i have been waiting for a chance to give back to the cancer community and here it is, my wish granted :)
ps. will be taking my blood test next monday and result, tuesday.
posted by lisaOne at 12:00 PM
11 Comments:
stay strong...and fight the b***** cancer...i'm sure u can do it..
u r one tough woman and i admire u for it!
yeah! the pain moved off. whatever it was, a moving pain sounds like something is happening inside. kinda like chi pushing all the bad cells out of the way. qigong must be good and helping in the process as well. keep at what you're doing. if there is no pain or ache, it can also be scary, as in no result eh?
so this must be good. we must be positive all the way.
*kissie and more hugs for my precious lisalove* xxx
good luck with the blood test.
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You'll be fine, dear. muakssss...I read a book about pain, it says it's part of healing process to feel pain, because our body is doing the work to patch things up :) Bestest wishes!
am relieved to hear you are back up. keep going.. *hugs*
good luck, darling.
*hold your hands tight tight* xxx
You have my fullest support. Get VERY well soon.
So that you can go off to another Bali trip ;)
baby, am still holding your hand.
hugs sweet love. xxx
lisababe, how's your results?
it's today eh, not next tuesday right? *hugs my sweet baby* hope you're okay. love you much. xxx
Hi just got to know about your blog. All the best in your blood test. My dad is going for his blood test too after going thru chemo. Be strong!
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