....it's all good....
Thursday, July 09, 2009
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the black clouds dispersed and it didn't rain at the end.
no massage either.
however, good that i stayed in. not fit to drive.
just few days ago i was telling you "i'm not in pain. i'm not suffering" and please trust me that i'm feeling really good.
well, it's a fact back then... but things almost changed overnight. yesterday, i was in agonizing pain. ah! did anyone cut me up and took my lung again??!!
my 'whole' lung.. lung, not muscles, not bones, LUNG .. my whole lung including my left lung which was chopped off and what remains is the lung or chest wall ... was so so so sore and painful.
it's painfully throbbing when i stand..when i walk..when i sit..when i lie down.. any movement tend to aggravate the pain and make me groaned with anguish. i repeat again, the whole lung. if a tumour grow and touch a nerve, the pain is localize at one area. this doesn't sound like cancer. then what? i dunno. i would like to think it's healing crisis. whatever it is, let's record it here.
as of now, the pain has subsided to the minimal. i can move freely and i even managed to carry a good load of groceries today ;) but no big swinging movement just yet. however, i don't think it's over either. i'm back to feeling nausea again.. rashes still there and i'm tired, not extremely fatigue ... just tired.
funny that i'm feeling a little horny too :P :P .... which i (not so) secretly think it's good :)
no massage either.
however, good that i stayed in. not fit to drive.
just few days ago i was telling you "i'm not in pain. i'm not suffering" and please trust me that i'm feeling really good.
well, it's a fact back then... but things almost changed overnight. yesterday, i was in agonizing pain. ah! did anyone cut me up and took my lung again??!!
my 'whole' lung.. lung, not muscles, not bones, LUNG .. my whole lung including my left lung which was chopped off and what remains is the lung or chest wall ... was so so so sore and painful.
it's painfully throbbing when i stand..when i walk..when i sit..when i lie down.. any movement tend to aggravate the pain and make me groaned with anguish. i repeat again, the whole lung. if a tumour grow and touch a nerve, the pain is localize at one area. this doesn't sound like cancer. then what? i dunno. i would like to think it's healing crisis. whatever it is, let's record it here.
as of now, the pain has subsided to the minimal. i can move freely and i even managed to carry a good load of groceries today ;) but no big swinging movement just yet. however, i don't think it's over either. i'm back to feeling nausea again.. rashes still there and i'm tired, not extremely fatigue ... just tired.
funny that i'm feeling a little horny too :P :P .... which i (not so) secretly think it's good :)
posted by lisaOne at 5:00 PM
14 Comments:
i think it's the healing process of the macrobiotic diet, or any new cleansing diet. hang in there. nothing to lose. monitor it. if there is improvement along the way as what you're experiencing now, you should be good. (besides the horny part which is definitely good, kekeke.)
love you sweetheart. xxx
*softly massage your lung area gently and blowing cool air for my darling*
*smooch*
hang in there lisa. you are one tough cookie!
Hey watch some comedy DVD to laugh it out. Laughter is a good medicine. ;)
hang in there...
Lisa, I pray you're all right.... dawn
U're such a brave women! yeah I agreed with mistipurple maybe is a sign of healing process of the macrobiotic diet. Take care!
Lisa...be strong n keep you in prayer always...
Keep positive...Take care
Hope the pain and all have totally gone.. *HUGS*
but the last bit is definitely good sign. :P
how are you today, darling?
less achy? *smooch lisalove tenderly*
love you. xxx
how are you, babe?
it's saturday evening. enjoy your weekend k? i will be thinking of you often. i'm at work. will be working tomorrow too. but i will be thinking of you everyday. *smooch*
how's the ache? better now? continue to eat healthily. it can only be good. :)
*hugs and kisses*
Hi Lisa, i ve read your blog for so long now. You are incredibly brave for what you have gone through. Hang in there ya.
how are you today?
praying that all the pain has gone.. *hug*
Miracles happen and believe that you will be Healed.
Matthew chapter 8 and 9
Miracles happen and believe that you will be Healed.
Matthew chapter 8 and 9
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