....it's all good....
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
wakey! wakey!
i felt so insanely lethargic over the past week that i can barely stay awake. the minute i woke up..i wanna go back to sleep again.. the more i sleep.. the more i wanna sleep..
and the dragginess.. oh! please drag me off the bed.. drag me off the couch.. drag me off the floor..
besides, my body was aching all over.. especially the muscles surrounding my surgical wound at my back and along the front ribcage... or could it be my bones?
maybe i finally overworked my body to exhaustion..
maybe i injured myself..
maybe the cancer has progresses.. and maybe it has spread to the bones?
possibly. it did cross my mind.
altho' i'm yet to bounce back to life but the good news is i'm waking up now :) my energy level is returning and the discomfort of the muscles, bones or whatever..
and the dragginess.. oh! please drag me off the bed.. drag me off the couch.. drag me off the floor..
besides, my body was aching all over.. especially the muscles surrounding my surgical wound at my back and along the front ribcage... or could it be my bones?
maybe i finally overworked my body to exhaustion..
maybe i injured myself..
maybe the cancer has progresses.. and maybe it has spread to the bones?
possibly. it did cross my mind.
altho' i'm yet to bounce back to life but the good news is i'm waking up now :) my energy level is returning and the discomfort of the muscles, bones or whatever..
well, is still there. however, i must say it's improving. so i hope it has nothing to do with cancer.
anyway, i'm changing my strategy. i think i'm spending too much time rushing around for this and that and not eating as proper as i should. my weight is scaling down too fast. i'm going flat front and back (not that i have alot to spare in the first place :P) i'm serious!
anyway, i'm changing my strategy. i think i'm spending too much time rushing around for this and that and not eating as proper as i should. my weight is scaling down too fast. i'm going flat front and back (not that i have alot to spare in the first place :P) i'm serious!
so, starting now, i'm going to cut down on physical exercises including qigong and if possible spend more time at home so that i can focus on my food intake.
it's late, should be in bed right now but before that..
Brad wanted a bunk bed for his birthday, and since then, they will pick their own bedtime stories, read on their own or to each other ..every night without fail..
love the scene.
i still count my blessings :)
~until next time. good night.
posted by lisaOne at 12:16 AM

7 Comments:
I heard taking some supplements help.
Great to hear from you.. and the boys. Take care..
take care..*hugs*
hey lisa! it's been a while!!!!
Aww.. reading to one another. That's really nice.
The photo shows such a peaceful and homely scene.
Hope the good food eating and all will add some bumps to the front and the back. :)
hi lisa, do take care... hugs & lots of love
take care and keep fighting :)
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