....it's all good....
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
steady now
a dear friend asked me,
"lisa, as compared to 6 months ago, how are you feeling today?"
such a valid question. about 6 months ago, i was told i had only 6-8 months to live. oh gosh, time flies...... my time is up edi !??? ... no no no not yet... not so soon... i forbid it.
"hello hello .. i'm still alive... alive!!!"
*jumping up and down .. clapping my hands and running in circle
hysterically*
unfortunately, that's not the response i gave him. in fact, i answered in a murmur,
"weaker... "
that was almost two weeks ago. given the time to ponder on it now. i was doing fine until July and the two attacks really knocked me out. it drained me off. shed my fats. and it takes alot of energy to recover. i was weaker..easily tired..easily breathless.. pale.. skinny..
the good news is i'm feeling so much better now. i'm getting stronger and my colour is coming back (or either this SK II is really such a miracle water :P). i don't know and don't care what will happen next. it has given me the taste of just a fraction of what is yet to come but i'm not gonna worry about it now. if i'm feeling good today, i'm making full use of it. replenish my energy.. eat more.. rest well.. get this body up and ready again.
so, i'm steady..
"lisa, as compared to 6 months ago, how are you feeling today?"
such a valid question. about 6 months ago, i was told i had only 6-8 months to live. oh gosh, time flies...... my time is up edi !??? ... no no no not yet... not so soon... i forbid it.
"hello hello .. i'm still alive... alive!!!"
*jumping up and down .. clapping my hands and running in circle
hysterically*
unfortunately, that's not the response i gave him. in fact, i answered in a murmur,
"weaker... "
that was almost two weeks ago. given the time to ponder on it now. i was doing fine until July and the two attacks really knocked me out. it drained me off. shed my fats. and it takes alot of energy to recover. i was weaker..easily tired..easily breathless.. pale.. skinny..
the good news is i'm feeling so much better now. i'm getting stronger and my colour is coming back (or either this SK II is really such a miracle water :P). i don't know and don't care what will happen next. it has given me the taste of just a fraction of what is yet to come but i'm not gonna worry about it now. if i'm feeling good today, i'm making full use of it. replenish my energy.. eat more.. rest well.. get this body up and ready again.
so, i'm steady..
posted by lisaOne at 11:38 PM
5 Comments:
am so proud of you baby.
i am so bad at living. i feel guilty saying that.
but i am good at holding your hands. :)
so i shall keep holding them, letting them go only when you go for qigong, oxygen therapy, washing plates? lol. and then i'll hold them right back again.
love you sweetheart. xxx
i respect u for having the courage and strength...my heart is with u
I'm glad you are steady.. :)
*hug tight tight*
Lisa, I know you will survive against all odds....
thinking of you every day....
with luv, Dawn
glad to see you holding up... *hugs*.. from your blog, I am tempted to get SKII Miracle Water now - I badly need that now. Haha! Take care..
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