....it's all good....
Monday, August 17, 2009
sorry, i'm cranky.
i'm cranky lately. uber-cranky. i apologize in advance if my edginess land on you. i have plenty to gripe about..
i'm not exactly looking forward to getting up from bed nowadays.
i'm weary of the same daily routine.. exercise. qigong. meditation. anti-oxidant...blah blah.
i'm physically exhausted but my mind is idle.
i'm so bored with the restrictive organic food section of the supermarket.
i'm tired of grains,veges, tofu.
i want bangers, bacons, frittatas.. anything but smoothie for breakfast.
i so wanna tantilate my tastebuds with a nicely brewed coffee.
i'm so in need of sugar supply... be it natural or artificial.
i ate so much and yet i'm hungry all the time.
i miss work.. i even miss con-calls.
... on and on.. and on ... and on..
okay.okay. enough. enough already.
now that i have it out, i feel like i wanna slap myself in the face instead.
so whiny....
to myself: "eat a mangosteen and get over it, will ya?"
(i just bought some non-organic mangosteen cause i feel like having it and i don't care.. at least not tonight)
i'm sure it just a phase. can't let that bad mood linger tho'.
otherwise, it may turn to depression. surely can't afford that.
so, i'm just gonna eat my mangosteen now..
re-boot the system.. re-store the spirit.. re-connect the mind.. and start over again.
on a different note,
*muacksssssssssssssssssss* to the blogger gang. thank you so much for the scrapbook etc magazine.
since i'm so cranky.. it's about time i should indulge in an old hobby again.. excellent idea :) love ya all!
i'm not exactly looking forward to getting up from bed nowadays.
i'm weary of the same daily routine.. exercise. qigong. meditation. anti-oxidant...blah blah.
i'm physically exhausted but my mind is idle.
i'm so bored with the restrictive organic food section of the supermarket.
i'm tired of grains,veges, tofu.
i want bangers, bacons, frittatas.. anything but smoothie for breakfast.
i so wanna tantilate my tastebuds with a nicely brewed coffee.
i'm so in need of sugar supply... be it natural or artificial.
i ate so much and yet i'm hungry all the time.
i miss work.. i even miss con-calls.
... on and on.. and on ... and on..
okay.okay. enough. enough already.
now that i have it out, i feel like i wanna slap myself in the face instead.
so whiny....
to myself: "eat a mangosteen and get over it, will ya?"
(i just bought some non-organic mangosteen cause i feel like having it and i don't care.. at least not tonight)
i'm sure it just a phase. can't let that bad mood linger tho'.
otherwise, it may turn to depression. surely can't afford that.
so, i'm just gonna eat my mangosteen now..
re-boot the system.. re-store the spirit.. re-connect the mind.. and start over again.
on a different note,
*muacksssssssssssssssssss* to the blogger gang. thank you so much for the scrapbook etc magazine.
since i'm so cranky.. it's about time i should indulge in an old hobby again.. excellent idea :) love ya all!
posted by lisaOne at 10:16 PM
6 Comments:
Missed work and concall?.... nawwww.... Lisa I think you are doing all the right things in your self healing process.... you've come so far so don't lose faith... funny how at the start I kept asking you to do Chemo....I must be such a pain in the ass....
that was Dawn
*wears mary poppins' clothes and sings for you* .. "a spoonful of sugar lets the medicine go down, medicine go down wown.."
a little sugar won't hurt ya?
we can go organic tomorrow again. it can be so tiring i know, no indulgence allowed. bah.
love ya sweetheart. xxx
It's ok to be cranky. At least you know that it's not good to go down that road. Recharge! Reboot! Think happy! Be happy:)
Have you been cooking and preparing your own meals dayly?
I'd been going to this organic restaurant for 'chap fun' a few times a week, and I'm rather amazed with how tasty the food is. And it's only RM5. So cheap so good.
(btw, it's in Subang SS18 area if you are interested)
Cranky is ok.. cranky means you are still fully charged emotionally.
:)
Have fun with the mag, looks like Matt has beat you to that. :P
hey dawn, how could i be possibly upset with you when you only acted out of concern and care for me :) *hugs*
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