....it's all good....

i just had a major operation recently. oh yeah, it's painful..........but the physical pain didn't come close to the pain of losing something so vital and irreplaceable.

i'm not going to talk about the what, why and how.......................at least not today. come to think about it, i'm not totally sure either. things just happen so SUDDEN...so FAST...i don't really have the luxury of time to dwell on it. i went for an emotionally free fall initially but there was no time for that either. i shushed them...packed them up...stashed it away. gotta move on.

everything happens so fast. bing bam boom - here i am. very much alive ...not so kicking but generally, I'm good. i'm recovering very well..dare i say "exceptionally well"- quoting my doc.

....and it gets better everyday.


i know the road ahead is still bumpy and there is no guarantee that i will see light at the end of the tunnel... but i'm gonna leave the future alone till it comes. i have great reasons to celebrate me today and let's do that for now.

a little something to remember everyday...



sometime we let Matt say a little prayer for us before bed....and it sounds like this.

"Dear Father in heaven.....Dear Lord.......Thank you.........Amen."

i like it. in its simplest form. thank you for another DAY.